Casey Anthony gets off on 'killing her child' and I get a BFN verdict that ends my journey of trying to have a child. What SOME take for granted I tell ya.
God, what have I done to deserve this???
Financially we're exhausted. Emotionally I am gutted. I have no clue how or when this will sink in that I am NOT meant to be a Mom. I can't even be a STEP Mom without problems. What was I thinking????
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It's hard to read this, especially when there are no words of comfort except to say I'm so very sorry.
I still believe in the power of prayer and there are no limits to what God can do. So even though you're suffering through another anguishing loss, I'll just ask you to fully commit all your problems in His hand. Tell this to Him. Don't try to think of a solution. You can't but He can.
Believe me I know it's difficult what I'm saying, and you're probably wondering what type of crazy person I am to say this at such a time. But I know of no other time to say this.
Please don't think God only perform miracles for pple in the Bible.
They were just like you and I-- scared, thinking their time has run out, it will never happen etc.
But even though they were all these things they still kept that small window of faith opened.
I'll write more later.
For now I can only imagine your anger at me for writing this at such a time.
Your words have power. You ARE meant to be a Mom. You'll be a WONDERFUL MOTHER.
Tell yourself daily: "God's Word declares that the seed of the righteous shall be delivered. Father, because of the sacrifice of Your Son, I am blessed with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places in Christ. You have already given me everything. So I am going to act like it is so and rejoice!"
God Bless,
Anna
I'm sorry. Maybe its not that you weren't meant to be a mommy. Maybe its that you weren't meant to be a mommy this way. What if there is a little one out there for you, just waiting to be loved and snuggled? There is always hope for you to become a mom. It just doesn't always happen how we plan.
Oh sweetheart- I am so so sorry. I DO know exactly how you feel, and my heart is breaking with you. Its easy to ask what you did to deserve this- but you did not DO anything. The Lord made this decision for you and me and we may never know why. I am praying peace over your heart and life right now- it will be hard to heal from this ache- but please know we are with you and you are not alone!!!
heather
sweetnessandme.blogspot.com
Lorrie I'm so so very sorry. I can't imagine what you are going thru. I don't know what else to say I thought this would be it for you. I wish I could give you a real hug :(
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