Trying again for our MIRACLE

I've had alot of emotions and 'bad' health issues since my miscarriage back in December. I had to have a Hysteroscopy and D&C on Friday, February 19th (my birthday btw), but I was ready to get 'cleared' out!! This was going on for too long. My RE found remaining tissue in my last saline ultra sound which just made me almost jump off that mountain. >:-/

I must say, I am totally convinced that what was left in my uterus (tissue, etc) was the cause of me feeling so badly. My lower back pain was so bad for over a month could hardly get out of bed. My body was a mess, always sore all over. I had no energy....the list goes on & on! I added vitamin B6 too and was taking all the other stuff (prenatals, royal jelly etc) and I knew something wasn't right for me NOT to feel good. I mean geez....vitamins/herbs are suppose to make you feel better not worse. So with that said, I am feeling 100%!!! I have alot more energy as the days go by since my surgery. I'm feeling pretty good so far on these BCP's (new one my RE prescribed). I am finally feeling happy inside again. RENEWED maybe?? Whatever it is, I'll take it after all I've been through and the heartache.

I'll have another saline ultra sound in a few weeks to make sure all is well and if so, then we're off! I got my protocol from my nurse. Estimated Egg retrieval date is 3/24 & estimated Egg Transfer is 3/27 or 3/29. I start acupuncture again tomorrow (Thursday, February 25) and then twice a week for 4 weeks.

I'm getting excited once again and I'm happy about that. I didn't think I would ever have happy days emotionally. Don't get me wrong, I still have pain in my heart and think of my baby all the time and still grieve for him/her, but I am ready to try again and those are healthy thoughts again.

I'll be keeping you all updated as things progress.

God Bless.