tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-930008887235973555.post8559167728074129558..comments2023-06-20T04:27:35.684-04:00Comments on Perserverance to Motherhood has ended: Acceptance and Sadness all in ONELorrie Shttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04018912299400849941noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-930008887235973555.post-53751509270689756602013-04-07T23:28:59.220-04:002013-04-07T23:28:59.220-04:00Lorrie, I am so very sorry for your pain. I think ...Lorrie, I am so very sorry for your pain. I think about you often. It hurts me knowing how you are hurting. You are such an amazing lady. My heart aches reading this. I pray for you and hope if you ever feel up to it you will text me or email. I have really missed talking to you. Love you, AudreyCOUNTRY MOMhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16478654536549895952noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-930008887235973555.post-70590761014274495142012-08-28T17:30:00.363-04:002012-08-28T17:30:00.363-04:00Thank you Jenn.
God will lead me to where I need...Thank you Jenn. <br /><br />God will lead me to where I need to go on this journey. This is all I can feel at this point.<br /><br />Lorrie Shttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04018912299400849941noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-930008887235973555.post-81441571474918823712012-08-21T13:33:44.554-04:002012-08-21T13:33:44.554-04:00I, too, have followed your journey. I am sad for y...I, too, have followed your journey. I am sad for you but I think you have come to the right decision. I work with children in all kinds of terrible situations. You may never know why it wasn't in the plan for you to experience pregnancy and birth but it doesn't mean that it isn't in the plan for you to be a mommy. Your place in the world may just be to rescue a child from something horrific and give him a loving home. I know you have so much love to give. Don't let that love go to waste. Do not discount the idea of adopting a little one from foster care who needs you. My good friend adopted a 3 yr old from foster care recently and the social worker told her that they had shuffled this little girl from foster to foster so she wouldnt get too attached. That broke my heart. These kids need you and the love you can provide. Just my thoughts...Jennhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04923980838789417760noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-930008887235973555.post-18285356875671209442012-08-04T14:58:40.379-04:002012-08-04T14:58:40.379-04:00Tracey, I too cried reading yours. I won't lie...Tracey, I too cried reading yours. I won't lie, I have missed our conversations and closeness tramendously for quite sometime now, but I have accepted the fact that you are busy with your life and life goes on. I even thought about the other girls in our old group (even the ones who betrayed me that don't know I know) and miss those days when I was part of the TTC world with them. I guess leaving the group when I did on FB was the best thing for me. <br /><br />This 'givig up' is a very, very sad process for me to go through. To really admit and accept to myself that this is not meant to be. It TRULY is NOT meant to be for me, because in all reality, the Lord would of allowed it to happen before now. <br /><br />I can only hope and pray that when my day comes to meet Him, He will explain why His plan for me was not to have a child and experience the Miracle that is written in the Bible. To try and understand why that in His 'creation' of Women, I was not included in the phrase "go forth and mulitply" as He has blessed and designed our bodies to do.<br /><br />At this point on this dead end journey, is what I desire to know.<br /><br />Love & Miss you always,<br /><br />LorrieLorrie Shttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04018912299400849941noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-930008887235973555.post-39792829082042105692012-07-31T16:24:45.210-04:002012-07-31T16:24:45.210-04:00Lorrie, I just read this post and I can't stop...Lorrie, I just read this post and I can't stop crying. I remember a time not so long ago, but in reality I know it has been, when we laughed and shared it all...poured our hearts out, the good, the bad, the ugly, etc. After reading this post, I blame myself for lacking in the friendship arena and for allowing life to get in the way of me keeping in touch like I've wanted to, like I've meant to do. True, you have ALWAYS been in my heart and prayers, but I know that keeping you close in thought is not the same as keeping you close in conversation and connection. Sometimes I feel guilty that my being busy is because of taking care of my boys. How I wish that you can have the same type of busy. My heart aches with how much I desire that for you. I cannot get my mind around the idea of you never being a mom...that you have finally gotten to the point of giving up. What can I say? What can I do? The loss of such a dream is a very sad thing...it makes the angels weep instead of sing :0(<br /><br />I Love You!<br />~TraceyTraceyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13548848659390759707noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-930008887235973555.post-23442887106202454092012-07-28T13:17:45.528-04:002012-07-28T13:17:45.528-04:00Thank you Sara. That part of my heart that is brok...Thank you Sara. That part of my heart that is broken due to never having a child to call my own will never mend.Lorrie Shttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04018912299400849941noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-930008887235973555.post-88904788980724996222012-07-28T13:08:50.363-04:002012-07-28T13:08:50.363-04:00So sorry to hear you are done trying. I've fol...So sorry to hear you are done trying. I've followed you fir years now and you are one who is always on my mind. Also sorry to hear about your fur baby. They become part of the family and I know how hard it is to lose one. HugsWSU505https://www.blogger.com/profile/06107591476310003071noreply@blogger.com